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Old Mar 19, 2013, 02:03 PM
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Originally Posted by mixedup_emotions View Post
(((( granite ))))

You know the answer to that one, granite....when you feel like canceling, that's when you know to push through and go.

I'm feeling the same way about group T and individual T this week. I don't want to go....but I will go. Dag nabbit.
i am still feeling so freaked out by the last session i don't know if i can go this week. at best ill sit there and say nothing.
i just feel so disgusting. like she has figured out this horrible ,vile ,person that i am hiding. i am struggling with the fact that i am so like that horror of a human that calls herself my mother and that is what my T sees in me.
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