Thank you all for your responses...

I know asking him is a good idea, but he won't answer me truthfully if he think I was lying, would he? I like the idea of asking him to see my file...

The whole hugging thing... I'm afraid to say no, because I'm afraid he will end the therapy because I don't trust him... I feel extremely uncomfortable, but when I think about it, I would rather have it that way than no hugging...

Good math JonB... what if he hugs me because he is attracted to me and not because he cares? How will I ever know?