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I don't know what I can our can't say.

I just came out of the blue. Well maybe not really. There was the abuse my husband laid on me this Sunday with his words.

I collect Snowman, I have a big bow window I put them in. I leave them up all winter. I just took them all down. I am so incredibly sad, this is the last time Jason will ever see them!

I don't think I can go into details about what I took. It might be ok. I am not sure If I care. I am afraid to tell my husband. My PDOC is useless.

I hate being in this position.