I couldn't agree with you more. I am anorexic, binge-purge type. It is far easier for me to fight the anorexia, but when it comes to the bulimia side, I just cannot give it up. It is disgusting, I hate is so much. At least with the anorexia when I didn't eat I felt like I was accomplishing something. The bulimia is just plain hell. No relief from it at all. Why can't I stop???