Hi zyekitty, welcome to PC.
I haven't been on those meds and I don't have binge eating, but I have gained a lot of weight in the passed few years. I understand about being depressed. I lose some then gain it back. It's hard.

I used to be healthy weight and curvey, then I gained 60 lbs >.<
I hate the way I look and it's hard work to lose the weight. You're not alone in feeling this way. Just hang in there and know you're not alone.