Hello Zyekitty, Im so sorry that you are feeling depressed, I can so relate to that. I know your parents love you but they just dont understand your illness, and are trying to cope with it as best they can. My husband is the same although I just suffer from depression. He said today that he was sick of my s***, later apologising for getting so angry at me. I just hope that they can come to an understanding about your illness's, because you do need support. You were so brave to check yourself in like that, you are a strong person, stronger than you know. Im sorry I cant help you in regards to your meds. I do wish you the most sincere "get better soon" because it will get better. Best wishes.