At this point I can't cancel or I would. T's seen me like this before **** worse then this. The idea of having a 'serious' conversation like this just is not going to happen. I try my hardest to schedule pdoc / T on days the others not there but lately T wants to see me days that they are both there. I guess I'll have to ask if she's meaning to doing that. She's good about making me comfortable once I get there. I guess I have to just wait and see.