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Originally Posted by MELISSSAD81
Hi all,
I'm struggling with it big time now normally I can just push it away and be ok but lately that hasn't worked. I've been having nightmares and crap about it. It WON'T go away. UGH!!! I hate this. The worst is when I have to see the wench that did it to me. She is pure evil. How does a 38 y/o do that to an 18 y/o? I mean really? I know it can be worse but supposedly she "loved" me. How is that love? GOD I hate her so much. I'm so confused about my feelings right now all I know is I'm pissed off about it not hurt or anything else...just pissed off. What do I do to start working through this?
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Good evening,
It's time. When the subconscious begins to push abuse to the surface, you are ready to deal with it. Trust yourself and your therapist. I was abused by women and it presents a ***** of a twist. Anger is helpful...it gives you the energy to do the work. Writing helps. The kind of writing where you don't filter anything or use punctuation....just let it roll.
You can PM me if you wish,
Sabra
