My boyfriend and I have a complicated past, but have worked through most of it. There is one problem, his family hates me. They think that I am a witch (think Halloween and Satan and all of that). His mom just died recently, and I have had to cede a lot of time to his family.

Every time things change on the account of his family - for whatever reason - all I hear is that I am not worth his time. That is not what he is saying - he has never been anything but supportive. I just can't help going off on my own insecurities. I am trying to talk about it here so that I do not go off on him.

He loves me, and he's trying, but I am having a hard time getting a grip. I'm working on getting on assistance in getting a therapist, but until then, this is all I got that is not woefully destructive.