I have known I dissociated for several years but it was not until the last week that a different part of me (i don't know what to call it) came out. She emailed my T, which flipped me out completely. I do not know what to think.
For some reason the idea of losing time, the memory loss were easier to handle before. Everything about what I think I knew has been shattered.
My T thought that he had spoken to two parts before he actually brought up the diagnosis. He mentioned it to me both times but I saw a little slow to catch on. I think my family physician first suspected it, as both he and my T had been receiving countless emails and texts from me that I did not recall. This may make sense, it may not make sense, my head is a bit scrambled. how do I know how many or who what where when? nothing makes sense at all right now