I still feel really Disconnected I've done most of my normal things that help shift it. I'm doing okay chatting in here. But real world is hard.

I've not answered my phone to anyone today. I can only write. I don't want anyone to see me like this.

Smiling hurts right now. I forgot what my laugh sounds like!!
I'm dreading work tomorrow. I will have to communicate with others.
Oh god I will have to see my parents too it's Thursday!