My husband had a dream that T canceled. So now T knows how much I dislike going to therapy. I was actually shaking today. Well, I'm home. We talked about the crisis center and that she's wouldn't be very good T if she didn't say what she thought. T suggested a AP PRN and sent a message to pdoc (I have no idea about what.) My pdoc appointment was moved to this Friday. It really was a lot less threatening then I expected. I'm less concerned seeing pdoc ever then I am seeing my T.