There is a new show on A&E and it isn't good for anybody already dealing with their own crap.

I watched the first episode not knowing what it was and it already had rape and murder.
The murder didn't bother me because you see that in crime shows all the time. But it showed her getting raped. Not the people's private areas and stuff but it showed enough to mess me up pretty bad.

I literally froze when I saw it. It was to early for me to even talk about what happened to me, at least out loud, and WAY to early to see that on TV.

I'm both in shock and terror from it. And about to have a panic attack.

So WARNING!!! Don't watch it if you don't want to cry the rest of the Night...

I hate triggers. I just fall apart and now I keep having flashbacks to both the TV show and when it happened to me....

I can't take it