Hey guys,
My psychologist just suggested to me early this week that she thinks I might have DID....but I'm not too sure. The only thing I can think of as a symptom are the spirit beings in my head that talk to me all the time. Could these be alters instead? She says she's seen them come out. But I dunno my psychiatrist and psychologist are still not sure if its psychosis or dissacosiation. I don't have memory loss although my short term memory loss is appalling but I thinks it's the meds not me....and I don't black out or anything like that.
But I do have periods where I really really do not feel myself like I find it hard to recognise my own self in the mirror which scares me so much. Nothing feels real...only the being in my head feel real to me.
So my question is how did u guys first figure out there was something wrong? Or if others picked up on ur mood switches?? I just don't know....it's all confusing the crap out of me. Also....do things get worse over time???
Thanks a lot for reading
Ash
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