Quick reply because rushing to pack because we leaving soon…thanks greentires and greyclouds and mandrec thank you so much.

Yep, had awful panic attack yesterday…anxiety is overwhelming now but really trying my abdominal breathing. Don't smoke, never have, thankfully. I have enough vices as it is!

Again, thanks…appreciated faultguys.

greentires sorry, I never mentioned that I am going with partner…doesn't diminish the anxiety but yes you are right…it would be lot harder alone…so thank you for that.