Dear T,
truth is, even though we've just started CBT, i already have the nagging feeling that it won't help me. i feel so aimless in therapy, i don't feel like i'm going anywhere. my suicidality has been intensifying ever since i last met you, up to the point where i would like to say my last goodbyes after i met you this coming week. the thing is: i don't know whether i should tell you. i'm a wreck and i don't think i can be ironed out.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.
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