I have never had a sever manic episode. I have had the feeling I lost myself, however, and at that time I was extremely depressed. I've also lost some major aspects of myself.

I used to be a writer. It used to come easily. For the past few years I struggle. When it does come, it's only for a short time and it's extremely frustrating. I have no idea how to get it back but I understand feeling like something is missing.