Granite...I was in t for 4 yrs not talking. You may remember that's how I was when I started on PC. I finally found out that some t's are really adept at helping you speak. As a matter of fact, that's one of the things I asked about when searching for a new t.
I agree with adel. This isn't you. I know people are going to say you are running away and such, but your relationship has not worked. Sometimes t is great, other times not so much. You have lived from session to session, maybe getting a good session every 4-5 weeks. You deserve more. Way more. Reach out and get what you deserve. Go for it Chickie. We are with you either way.