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Originally Posted by amandalouise
in your first post in this thread you asked whats wrong with you...
Im sorry but we cant tell you whats wrong with you, only you can tell us whats wrong with you.. to find out whats wrong you might want to contact a treatment provider in your off line location.
What I can say is that one thing that jumped out at me is that you said in this post that this has only been happening for about a week...
when things like this begin happening to me I look at what has changed...
example if I suddenly feel strange but I know its only been happening a week or so, I back track to see if I can find the first time it happened to me.. when did I start feeling this way last week, was there something that stressed me out, was I coming down with or did I have a cold, did I get into an argument with someone....I keep asking myself questions until I discover that event that caused me to start feeling this way.
another thing I do is contact my treatment providers because there are many different things that can cause a person to feel emotionless, unpassionate ....medications, diet, fluids, lack of sleep, stress, ...if you google the terms feeling emotionless and the terms feeling unpassionate you will find that there are well over a million reasons a person can feel this way. some are completely normal and others are psychical or mental health issues, some are medication issues....
my suggestion contact your treatment providers, they can help you discover why you are suddenly feeling this way.
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Thank you for your response as well.
I realized that I underestimated how long I've been feeling like this. It started shortly before I met with a friend I hadn't seen in a long time for lunch, which happened about 2 weeks ago, so I guess it's been more like 2.5 weeks.
I have an idea of what may have triggered it, but it's stupid. Idk, maybe.
I can't really talk to someone about it b/c I can't really even describe it. I don't have the words. I did the best I could in my post here, but even that's not really that accurate. I'm just really confused in my head and can't think straight I guess. I guess I should mention that I have a ton of neurological symptoms that have gone undiagnosed. One of them is that I have a lot of cognitive difficulties that I didn't use to have, although this feeling is on another level. My neurologist said there was nothing abnormal on my MRI other than a small spot that he thinks is too small to be the cause of my symptoms. So he sent me to a neuropsychologist to have my cognitive functioning tested, and since I scored average to above average on all of those tests, they're just telling me there's nothing wrong with me. But there is; my brain isn't working right. I can't think straight for anything. I can't remember words. I make a ton of typos that I have to go back and correct while I'm typing. I feel really confused like I don't really know what I'm doing. I'm just running around on auto-pilot because I don't have any other option...I can't sleep forever, and I can't make all of my responsibilities go away just because I feel so confused. I tried responding to a message someone sent me on Facebook before, but I couldn't think of the words to type up a response. So I kept just typing stuff and then backspacing it b/c it wasn't what I meant until I got frustrated and started crying and closed the page. I feel like I'm just trapped inside of my body unable to communicate with others because my brain is too jumbled to communicate. I just want my brain to work like a normal person's again.
I can't contact my treatment providers because none of them listen to me. They all just tell me I'm perfectly healthy and too young to have problems and send me out the door.
As for the medication thing, I'm not taking any medications.
Anyway, I have no way of describing this feeling that will make any sense, so I'm just gonna go and try to get some work done. Thanks again.