Dear T. i really don't want to go today. especially in the day time. what ever nerve i had to say yes is now gone. i need it to be dark so i can hide. please don't make me regret coming again. i think i will. need to have three rotten appts in a row before i get one nice one. and this will be number three. next appt will be better. where will i park. i am so scared i really want ot hide. i will be sitting on the floor again. i am sorry. i won't stay long.