well I had a heck of a last couple days, haha.

not really. but was interesting. went to crochet group yesterday afternoon and guess who I saw! a guy i used to reeeeeaally have a crush on. you could easily say he was my first true love. we never dated, but we have similar souls. probably too similar, hence never more than friendly acquaintances, but i knew so much...

whatever. anyway, i saw him and he has gained weight since high school. which makes me feel sooo much better, because he was model material back then (not EVEN kidding) and even he gained weight, and he doesn't even have kids that i know of! if he does, then he and his lady must have a babysitter because they were both there and no kids. so i feel much better about myself.

i'm going back to work soon, so after the crochet group i went to target and splurged on a couple of cute shirts for work. there's only so much you can do with khakis and a navy shirt but the ones i got were flattering. now i just need the pants.

bah...but yeah, i have been feeling pretty okay last few days.

everything will be okay. i just have to keep telling myself that. and in less than 2 weeks i get my first tattoo. i keep forgetting. sigh...