Tao, have you been diagnosed? Sounds like you might have several things going against you. I can't imagine a psychologist not understanding your problems. Maybe you were going to a dud?

Please try again to help yourself. Sounds like you are in a torturous emotional situation. {{{{{{{{{{{{{Tao}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>