I schedule a appointment to see a psychiatrist next week and i am pretty nervous but it has to be done and i am glad... I finally came out of my shell and make the appointment.. I thought i had adhd/add but that wasnt the problem i have a freaking depression disorder i dont even know if that even exist! But hopefully everything will go fine and hopefully my ***** wont be lazy and hopefully i get my self-confidence back this had been a roller coaster year and i hope you guys have better days than i do jerhttttterjthjerth... Have a nice day.