I am in a relationship with my bf for 2 years. He's normal weight. And I am overweight. And my bf has been watching porn. And as for me I get overly jealous. I don't want this jealously, because it has made us fight. I don't want to fight. I want to deal with my bf watching porn. I get that feeling that i am not good for him, or where hes not into me. There's times I've joined him watching it but he sometimes gets embarrassed or ashamed of me knowing he watches it. I enjoy it with him too. but i also dont want him to have that ashamed, or embarrassed feeling of me knowing. I just want to get over the jealously, and the feelings. Someone please help. And make it where I understand 100% of what your saying.