lSpeed I am so happy to see you here with

I am so sorry your Pdoc is just a waste of space. You keep reaching for help and its like things just won't line up, That tells me what you really need is coming and it will be exactly what you need want and deserve.

I can't remember if you have been to see your Primary care doctor? Primary doc's can typically get you in with a new Pdoc much faster than you can by calling.. If you went that route already its time to go back and let them know just how bad things are.

You can fire your Pdoc and find one that cares. I just doubt you have been banned from the unit.. that's just ridiculous.. Did you ever get a formal letter certified ? I mean really, loads of people kinda flip out .. Hello ! It's a Psych ward .. I mean this seriously but also joking. I flipped out once when I was inpatient... I have been back numerous times wasn't ever an issue.

Shame on your current Pdoc for medicating you up to 12 mg a day .. W T H ? Shame on him Shame on him Shame on him.

Another Pdoc will take you on , they will just want to set you up on a taper down schedule is all, and you know you need to get off that stuff it's just a depressant now.

You are so strong, much stronger than you even allow yourself to believe.