Bless your heart. I know how hard this is. The 17th, St.Patricks Day would have been my 13th wedding anniversary, but my husband died 12 days before our FIRST anniversary.

We didn't know he had cancer when we got married.
I miss him so. We had been together for 7 years before we got married, so I did have some time with him.
So I understand how sad you are. It's very hard when anniversaries, birthdays, holidays come around. It really hurts. Please accept my condolences and know that I understand. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me, ok? I've been where you are. God bless, and please take care of yourself, okay? Hugs, Lee