Welcome, badblackrat. I am in a similar position right now. I have finally started taking the steps I need to take to try a few wobbly strides without the crutches. I too have been using these forums for support, as this has been a lifelong problem for me and I need all the support I can get. I hope you find what you need here and feel free to PM me if you need to vent or want to talk. I usually check in at least once a day.