omg...a 25 yr old t? NO Way. Too young to have a Masters! Unless...

Lola, is your T Dooggie Howser? (((shout-out to all the NPH fans)))

The T called me finally. She was very kind. We set up for tomorrow, she just said "what ever you need Wiki, we can figure this out together" So she isn't upset with me canceling too much. And she does get how sick I've been. She said, "I know things are much harder than you let on. Perhaps we can talk about how I can support you better".

She's gonna break me, I know it. But somehow I am not really worried. Letting her in seems to be the least of my problems right now. I am so overloaded, I almost can't wait to let her in. Freaky weird. Where oh where has wiki gone?