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Has this ever happened to someone here? Out of body experience?
This last week my landlord asked if I'd paid my rent for Feb yet. I thought I had, in fact I remembered seeing me go down the hall to deposit the check. I remember feeling "that was weird" but at the same time glad that paying the rent was done. When the Llord came by he asked me to check my records but there is no record for Feb. Still waiting for my last bank statement to see if there is anything. I doubt there will be because I always record the checks. I'm fortunate he's a super nice guy and said not to worry, we'll work it out. I can make smaller payments for a while for that month.
Lately my insiders have been real busy, not in a scary way but it has been tiring. I wonder if I was watching one of my insiders go to "deliver the check" or if one of my insiders was out watching me go down the hall as if to deliver the check. it’s not making sense.
anyways when I was younger I would often watch myself from other parts of the room but I think my mind was seeing me as if I was on the outside. As an adult when my memories fell out of my head, (an adult split) I saw 3 adults hazy shapes in front of me. They picked up my memories and gave them back – came back inside me as we made contact while handing me the memories. I could look through them like looking through a slightly frosted glass. Saw vehicles and trees when looking through them - which were still there when the images left. It was surreal.
anyone else?
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