I'm happy to see my girls and stressed out the same time. My youngest daughter has never learned volume control and every time she gets loud my skin crawls. I love my daughters very much but I can't seem to just be happy they're here. All the negative emotions are trying to come out too. Will definitely be on the roller coaster for the next week. Happy but stressed, nervous, and regretful all at the same time. I just hope I don't ruin things for them and am able to hide most of it. I'm usually good at hiding things, but I'm severely out of practice. We'll see I guess.