I finally went to far, my impulsive behaviour, my selfish attention seeking ways. Finally took it to the limits.

I had no intention of dying. I called for help why taking the pills.
I have no idea what I was thinking or trying to achieve,

All I've done is scare and worry people who care and love me. And I've thrown it in there face.

I've put my kids at risk.
What the hell have I done!

I'm in the emergency room after spending the night, I have no idea what is going to happen now.
I'm to scared to speak. I feel guilt of even talking after my behaviour.