Three days off my Seroquel, Citalopram, Circadin and Lorazepam and well...I've had 4 hours of sleep on those three days. My mood is, well I'm not even sure if I'm happy or sad. I can't seem to decide! Though suicidal thoughts are definitely creeping up.

All I want, is to be able to sleep without tablets. Wake up without still feeling the lethargy these tablets cause.

I'm just wandering through life. I'm not living. I'm just existing. And I'm running out of time and patience.