Maybe this should go into Grief, but this has more traffic...
I'm having a rough day. I'm really sad and anxious and cranky and sad. Kinda depressed. My dad died about a month and a half ago and I've just been surfing the emotional waves as they come along. The feelings aren't even usually about HIM. They're just feelings and some days they just wash over me hard. I know that it's normal and I know that the feelings don't always have to be attached to anything - sometimes they just ARE.
Today I don't want to do anything more than curl up in a blanket on the couch and sleep and maybe cry. Everything is fine. Nothing's wrong. Things are OK at work and OK with my program and OK with my husband. I'm not thinking much about my Dad. I'm just sad and tired and annoyed that I have to go out in the world when I feel so crappy.
Does anyone else ever have days where nothing's wrong but you still feel really bad? I just want to go home.
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They don't ever lock ya up for thinking crazy - they only get ya for actin' crazy!
And just 'cause I'm paranoid doesn't mean they aren't really out to get me...
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