Severe Anxiety, over just about anything, expecially when i have to make the decision ie: Jeans or smarts, Jersy or jacket...

Inability to sleep: I'm piss tired, lay in bed for 3 to 4 hours before I fall asleep but wake up every 2 hours or so..

Total Lack of motivation for anything.... I feel like a potato sitting on the shelf just vegetating away...

I have a custom vehicle i'm working on, It's been almost a month since i last touched it, and i'm busy with the paint, so it need be done before the rust gets hold of it...

At Work I'm barly doing enough, some days i get 0 work done, just assing around on the net.. the last month i've probably done about 1 days worth of actual Coding...

I dont want any company, I'm in a F off and leave me alone mode.... And please just DO NOT PHONE ME, because i hate the phone ...

generally i'm so depressed, Most of the family is ignoring me, cause i'm totally turned off in any conversation..

I need to find me another T, but the Anxiety of going to find one, sitting in the waiting area.. OMG ... I cant handle that right now....