Maybe its all we relate to.... as you said, it was not a comfortable place when we find ourselves feeling okay with the world.. calm doesn't suit us because we never knew calm..

And sometimes, it might be that we can understand whats behind those triggered posts and as such we might be able to help someone.. or thats how it is for me.

Sometimes the only posts that make any sense to me are the triggered ones.... its what I know. how I can relate to others...

Dont' be so hard on yourself... I don't think this makes you a sick puppy...Faith