Yo, i have to be in the right mood to go to big trigger posts. Some i never do get to...... for me it's not a rush. i usually pick posts that seem to be about stuff i have worked on and feel like i may be able to give empathy to a kindred spirit.

maybe you are drawn to things that get you lit up because it's time for you to look at them in yourself, ya know? maybe your system gives you the adrenal rush, a kind of protection and energy, to give you the ooomph to "go there".....??????