It's hard trying to make sense of it all, isn't it.... I think we all struggle with that to an extent. I can easily identify with a few of your points above...

I admire you for being able to post or vent or growl about how you feel. And I think you should continue to do so if it helps at all and/or makes you feel any better.

</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>

Fighting for ME, to keep alive.....and trying are what matter.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> And that touched a raw core here... Well said.

Keep fighting... (((((Fuzzy)))))