Ooooh, I didn't even think of that. You're totally right. I mean, what if he wasn't approaching me to chat and I started opening up like I wanted to have a little conversation and my words just kind of hit a wall? I would feel like absolute crap and would have come home all in a BPD tizzy because I would have ripped open the scab that formed over that initial rejection. Ooooh, you hit the nail on the head. Good observation.

Is it stupid to want him to miss me as much as I miss him? *hides* Jeez, it's almost like I broke up with a boyfriend (though not nearly as intense). And no, I had no romantic feelings for this guy. Especially not once he told me that he likes boys.