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Originally Posted by greentires4me
I totally understand you need your space from him and that should be respected by both parties he also broke your heart when you probably didn't mean the awful things you said. We all say them they are our nasties I call them they come out when we are terrified and something just takes over and we cannot control ourselves we burn bridges.
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He did break my heart but, I mean, what could he do? He'd had enough. No one can take the abuse for too long. I'd burned
lots of bridges and I finally just burned the main one. I wish I could build it up again.
The thing is that there is a big part of me that still thinks I can though I know him and I know that, once he's done with something, he's done. But I feel like he should have been done with me
long before this happened, and that there is still another chance left in him, it's just not going to be easy. But I'm afraid that's just me missing the friendship and building a fantasy in my mind that's never going to be reality. I do that a
lot and then I get upset when that doesn't become reality. I
need to be careful.