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So today I drove home in the COMPLETE DARKNESS all by myself for the first time ever......
You wanna know what's on my mind the whole way home.?
I was thinking about the "things" that appeared in my room.......................
What happens if that happens to me while I'm driving...?
I'd wreck. I know it. I was already thinking I was seeing and hearing **** today cause I was just THINKING about it.....
There was a point where I actually physically (not in my mirrors) but I physically turned around while driving to make sure there was nothing in my back seat......
I don't know what I'm supposed to do if this happens?
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p.s. I learned today that I absolutely HATE driving in the dark by myself, only because I'm afraid this is going to happen......................
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I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it.
"Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..."
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