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Originally Posted by Luce
Later on in my therapy after we had developed a great deal of coconsciousness we experienced 'merging' quite a lot. I have had experiences of alters being in control of one part of the body while myself or another alter had main control, and also many times when clusters of alters have been close to the front and sharing the body and / of alternating rapidly. My T said it was quite normal for those with DID to experience such phenomena, and she has seen it many times in her practice.
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It felt like that. I kept telling my t that it was very crowded. I was almost at therapy when my t called me to let me know that my session was at 12:30 instead of 1pm. Usually I get to therapy early and sit in my car and sort things out. I have to drive a long way to therapy so sometimes I am agitated when I get to therapy because of all the crazy drivers. I sit in my car and sort myself out so when I go in I don't feel like I am still going 70 miles and hour. I was having a difficult session and my t referenced the time change but I dismissed it during session. But later on I realized the angry one she saw in session is the driver. He's not angry just agitated. The thing that happened during session made me feel very confused. It was like I was turned on my side and couldn't right myself. It helps a great deal to know that I am not alone in having this experience. It helps me to feel grounded. Thank you.