Life with him ? He is sweet .. he almost hypnotizing me , but honestly - life without him it's much easier ... I feel completely confident staying alone w my kids , I don't really need anyone next , if its not makes me happy . I just don't know what to do now .... it is my choice ... I feel bad for him , he looks so miserable when I am telling him to leave ... he is crying and begging me to let him stay ... I don't even know how to react , and deal with such a weak person . I am strong person but I am tired of being strong ... I gave him suggestion today to talk to his psychiatrist...