liv

the reason you are now experiencing these flashbacks is easy to explain... your sub-concious mind is letting you be aware that you are now strong enough and ready to finally deal with these issues. running from them wont do the trick, they will catch up with you sooner or later. ive certainly learnt not to run, not to hide. but to confront them and deal with them whilst i have loving support around me (this site, PC). you can do it liv, if you have faith in your self, you can do anything. i have faith in you, i know you can do it.

you do need to do what is best for you, and you only. and if that means leaving PC, well that will have to be the way it goes. it will be such a huge shame to see you go, it really will. but i know you are doing what you feel is best for yourself, so i have to respect that.

i admire you greatly liv, you are a true inspiration to many here at PC, and i know you have helped so many, including me.

please stay true to yourself, do what you need to. and want to. and stay strong.

sorry to see you go.

simon