Hi! i'm 15 and just registered to ask about my problem and what it means thanks. I was sexually abused when i was little and my theory is its made me act strange cos i keep wanting to touch penises including my boss (i babysit at his home) and my friend's dad and a man at the beach. I know this is wrong to do but i keep doing it without thinking and have let those men touch my body too. I feel like this when i sit and talk with a guy for a few minutes, my breathing goes fast and very wet underwear from excite. Am i doing this because of puberty or because of my past?