Hi Shawniie welcome I don't have many people in real life who understand what a day is really like for me. I'm a mess lately, crying a lot, can barely leave my bed, not many people get to know this about me. There's still much stigma with bp and depression, we need more compassion and understanding. I'm not just lazy, I'm troubled and suffering. But I try not to let real life people see me like this, waiting for it to pass so I can get my life together. People here can understand these things cuz we all been through it. I hope you get support you need here, reaching out is the start