yea it is hard to remember the memories and the emotions all at the same time That happens with me sometimes and I kind of wish it would happen all the time of all at once as whole memories instead of reliving the same situation 5 or more times separately each time I remember each separate part of it - the tastes, touches of what I touched, touches as in how I was touched, smells, sights, sounds and emotional feelings because then I only have to go through it once and when things calm down I know that I don't have to go through all that pain and so on again. its done and over with when everything comes on all at once.