Thanks guys.

I have some more things to get off my chest.

Some days are good, some days are bad...and the problem seems to evaporate...then in moments it comes back...

On my mom's side of the family I feel like my voice does not get heard. I do feel ignored, awkward. I feel awkward with a lot of my family.

Just found out some good news about my grades and to be honest, I don't care. I'm proud of my accomplishments but I'm not jumping for joy over it.

Last night, I went to this variety show with my younger cousin at an elementary school. I was so inspired by the energy and the talent and the guts of those kids...and I remember when I used to be like that.

Now, I feel like my dreams are too unrealistic to pursue. i'm unhappy. and i'm confused about what i want. i wish i wasn't the only one in my life encouraging me to get through this..