Hi! I agree that you might need to be re-evaluated for a diagnosis. How about seeing a psychiatrist or therapist again?
Please don't take this thought as necessarily accurate, since I don't know any more about you than what you said, plus I am not a professional diagnostician, but it could be you have a touch of borderline personality disorder. It and bipolar can run together. Plus borderlines often have a history of sexual abuse. As I say, though, I am just guessing. Don't take my thought too seriously. Okay?