I don't have many friends because of the stigma attached to mental illness-of which i have. The problem I have is there is no one to talk to when I really need it especially with crisis center because they send out the troops when I need help when all i'm asking for is someone to talk to.I actually havn't called crisis center in over 15 years because of what happened the last time when they sent the ambulance and everything else out when i was depressed and not even a danger to myself or anyone else. And they drag me to the pshyc ward where the people who work there are worse off than I am. They all seem to have power issues, that was back then , I don't know if it's the same still though.