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Originally Posted by lightbulb7
Hey Mandrec, you are not alone. I am the same. I have needed to quit for so long. I have quit for up to eight months. But the cycle begins again and I'm just as much in bondage as I was before I quit. But I notice that since I take an antidepressant (Celexa) when I am sober, I feel better. Also, withdrawals go away, do something to help ease them. I hate withdrawals. Best of success to you.  |
Hello friend!
It's so difficult to not smoke. I think I'm going to smoke today, soon, because I haven't eaten anything in the last 20 hours. Also because I crave. I know it's an excuse, but at least I'll eat. I can't take Celexa because it made me manic and I decided I did not need food at all. I was sure that not eating would enlighten me and put me in a sort of direct contact with God (without dying).
